ttc

ok....so we are ttc...and i forgot how crazy I get during all this. and this time is exceptionally crazy. it probably didn't help that we decided for sure to try in the middle of the cycle.

so then af isn't due until mid next week and I swear I've been nauseous for the past 4 days and a few other "symptoms" that I don't want to blog about. I've never had early symptoms though. so am i pg and just my body is extra wacky this time...or is it all in my head?

It didn't take long for me to get pg with either of my daughters. just 2 months and 1 month. i know that is unbelievable and I have many friends struggling with infertility and i feel for them so much. Don't hate me though because i definitely get my share of wackiness. I have some serious issues (including randomly going into anaphylaxis since i was PG with dd1.--and that is ALWAYS fun.) plus a weird blood disorder that happens JUST while I'm pregnant. yup. me the weirdo. so IF i am... it's back to the high risk ob I'll go. i go back and forth with thinking it will be super quick this time...to thinking...my lucky streak of getting pg quickly could be gone. hopefully the rest of my health issues stay in check. at least we've figured out what one of the major causes of my anaphyaxis is...vitamin b12. what fun??!?! so no prenatals for me.

but for now...it's just a week of stressing and wondering and feeling like I'm going to throw up. of course my friend is convinces that these early "signs" means I'm pg with twins. i SO could not handle that. i think she's mean. lol

not sure why I'm rambling so much or how long i can hold out testing. ahh...the joy of ttc.